Friday, December 01, 2006
TRUE OR FALSE, OUR CALLING IS THE SAME
This is an email forward I received today. I have no idea if it is true. It makes no difference. But it does ask us all who God is calling us to unexpectedly bless not only this Christmas but this very day. There are plenty enough resources for all of us right in our midst. And God's love, regardless of material or physical limitations, is endless and boundless, so long as we let it flow through ourselves.
1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents
in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months
to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much
more than a presence they feared.
Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they
would scramble to hide under their beds.
He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries.
Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings,
but no food either.
If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that
time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until
they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded
them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.
The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our
small town. No luck.
The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I
tried to convince whomever would listen that I was willing to learn or
do anything. I had to have a job.
Still no luck. The last place we went to, just a few miles out of
town, was an old Root Beer Barrel drive-in that had been converted to
a truck stop. It was called the Big Wheel.
An old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out of the
window from time to time at all those kids. She needed someone on the
graveyard shift, 11 at night until seven in the morning. She paid 65
cents an hour, and I could start that night.
I raced home and called the teenager down the street that baby-sat
for people. I bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a
dollar a night. She could arrive with her pajamas on and the kids
would already be asleep. This seemed like a good
arrangement to her, so we made a deal.
That night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers, we
all thanked God for finding Mommy a job. And so I started at the Big
Wheel.
When I got home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and sent
her home with one dollar of my tip money--fully half of what I averaged
every night. As the weeks went by, heating bills added a strain to
my meager wage.
The tires on the old Chevy had the consistency of penny balloons and
began to leak. I had to fill them with air on the way to work and
again every morning before I could go home.
One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go home and
found four tires in the back seat. New tires! There was no note, no
nothing, just those beautiful brand new tires. Had angels taken up
residence in Indiana ? I wondered.
I made a deal with the local service station. In exchange for his
mounting the new tires, I would clean up his office. I remember it
took me a lot longer to scrub his floor than it did for him to do the
tires.
I was now working six nights instead of five and it still wasn't
enough. Christmas was coming and I knew there would be no money for
toys for the kids.
I found a can of red paint and started repairing and painting some
old toys. Then hid them in the basement so there would be something
for Santa to deliver on Christmas morning. Clothes were a worry too. I
was sewing patches on top of patches on the boys pants and soon they
would be too far gone to repair.
On Christmas Eve the usual customers were drinking coffee in the Big
Wheel. These were the truckers, Les, Frank, and Jim, and a state
trooper named Joe.
A few musicians were hanging around after a gig at the Legion and
were dropping nickels in the pinball machine. The regulars all just
sat around and talked through the wee hours of the morning and then
left to get home before the sun came up.
When it was time for me to go home at seven o'clock on Christmas
morning, to my amazement, my old battered Chevy was filled full to the
top with boxes of all shapes and sizes. I quickly opened the driver's
side door, crawled inside and knee led in the front facing the back
seat.
Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box. Inside was whole
case of little blue jeans, sizes 2-10! I looked inside another box: It
was full of shirts to go with the jeans. Then I peeked inside some of
the other boxes. There was candy and nuts and bananas and bags of
groceries.
There was an enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and
potatoes. There was pudding and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and
flour. There was
hole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items.
And there were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.
As I drove back through empty streets as the sun slowly rose on the
most amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was sobbing with gratitude.
And I will never forget the joy on the faces of my little ones that
precious morning.
Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they
all hung out at the Big Wheel truck stop....
THE POWER OF PRAYER. I believe that God only gives three answers to
prayer:
1. "Yes!"
2. "Not yet."
3. "I have something better in mind."
God still sits on the throne, the devil is a liar. You maybe going
through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you
in a way that you cannot imagine.
1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents
in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months
to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much
more than a presence they feared.
Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they
would scramble to hide under their beds.
He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries.
Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings,
but no food either.
If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that
time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until
they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded
them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.
The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our
small town. No luck.
The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I
tried to convince whomever would listen that I was willing to learn or
do anything. I had to have a job.
Still no luck. The last place we went to, just a few miles out of
town, was an old Root Beer Barrel drive-in that had been converted to
a truck stop. It was called the Big Wheel.
An old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out of the
window from time to time at all those kids. She needed someone on the
graveyard shift, 11 at night until seven in the morning. She paid 65
cents an hour, and I could start that night.
I raced home and called the teenager down the street that baby-sat
for people. I bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a
dollar a night. She could arrive with her pajamas on and the kids
would already be asleep. This seemed like a good
arrangement to her, so we made a deal.
That night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers, we
all thanked God for finding Mommy a job. And so I started at the Big
Wheel.
When I got home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and sent
her home with one dollar of my tip money--fully half of what I averaged
every night. As the weeks went by, heating bills added a strain to
my meager wage.
The tires on the old Chevy had the consistency of penny balloons and
began to leak. I had to fill them with air on the way to work and
again every morning before I could go home.
One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go home and
found four tires in the back seat. New tires! There was no note, no
nothing, just those beautiful brand new tires. Had angels taken up
residence in Indiana ? I wondered.
I made a deal with the local service station. In exchange for his
mounting the new tires, I would clean up his office. I remember it
took me a lot longer to scrub his floor than it did for him to do the
tires.
I was now working six nights instead of five and it still wasn't
enough. Christmas was coming and I knew there would be no money for
toys for the kids.
I found a can of red paint and started repairing and painting some
old toys. Then hid them in the basement so there would be something
for Santa to deliver on Christmas morning. Clothes were a worry too. I
was sewing patches on top of patches on the boys pants and soon they
would be too far gone to repair.
On Christmas Eve the usual customers were drinking coffee in the Big
Wheel. These were the truckers, Les, Frank, and Jim, and a state
trooper named Joe.
A few musicians were hanging around after a gig at the Legion and
were dropping nickels in the pinball machine. The regulars all just
sat around and talked through the wee hours of the morning and then
left to get home before the sun came up.
When it was time for me to go home at seven o'clock on Christmas
morning, to my amazement, my old battered Chevy was filled full to the
top with boxes of all shapes and sizes. I quickly opened the driver's
side door, crawled inside and knee led in the front facing the back
seat.
Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box. Inside was whole
case of little blue jeans, sizes 2-10! I looked inside another box: It
was full of shirts to go with the jeans. Then I peeked inside some of
the other boxes. There was candy and nuts and bananas and bags of
groceries.
There was an enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and
potatoes. There was pudding and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and
flour. There was
hole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items.
And there were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.
As I drove back through empty streets as the sun slowly rose on the
most amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was sobbing with gratitude.
And I will never forget the joy on the faces of my little ones that
precious morning.
Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they
all hung out at the Big Wheel truck stop....
THE POWER OF PRAYER. I believe that God only gives three answers to
prayer:
1. "Yes!"
2. "Not yet."
3. "I have something better in mind."
God still sits on the throne, the devil is a liar. You maybe going
through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you
in a way that you cannot imagine.
1 Comments:
It always amazes me when something like this moves me to tears.
How can a couple of paragraphs have that much power over my emotions?
Maybe it's because God lives in my heart?
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