Life's been hectic for me lately. I have been feeling overwhelmed. Even more than usual. My fibromyalgia has been flaring. The last couple of days I have felt like I had the stomach flu. I am not sure yet what today will bring. I have wanted to retreat into a hole and pull the ground in over me.
There's something I am learning in all of this though and, difficult though it might be, I am very appreciative of that. I've been trying to go on my own power lately. I've been fretting and worrying a fair amount which in and of itself isn't bad I don't think. But I have been trying to find my way through all of that using my own power instead of turning it over to God and using His power.
Fact is, I do not know what today will be like. Not sure how I will feel or what all I will encounter.
I guess we all go through these dark times but these are times when God is reminding me that He has me covered. I will hopefully learn from the events of these days and weeks. Hopefully I will learn things that I will carry throughout my life.
May I retain an attitude of seeking God continuously ... because He is seeking me.